DEAR WORLD! ITS TIME FOR ENJOYMENT!

i had my final paper this afternoon and it marks the end of my ITE life.

been mugging like mad for past weeks and each mugging day i felt my heart burdened. so worried of what questions will be asked and what if my mind suddenly go blank.

i studied the whole book! Literally remembering word for word. i can still vomit out some of it now. that is like.. SO SICK!

i spent most of my time or maybe life studying the back units. unfortunately the questions asked were the first few. thank God that i managed well.

OH YES! MY HOLIDAYS BEGINS RIGHT NOW! LOVE IT!

and and and.... i'll definitely miss my classmates and especially my project groupmates. i'll never forget The Phenomenal. i think i have got the BEST project groupmates ever. doing projects with them was sometimes a pain. but don't get me wrong. pain as in when unhappiness occurred. but hey, please tell me which project group doesnt? but whats funny about this group is.. they are FUNNY! haha. seriously, i've got no words to describe their behaviour sometimes. i am giving positive remark thou. anyway. majority of times we are all laughing out lungs out. so i still consider The Phenomenal the best of all.

so gonna miss you girlies!

besides being obedient to my books. i attended Dearest Gwen [her new found name], our very own [KP] 21st birthday celebration. hell this girl surely is getting older. i had a wonderful time there. definitely with the presence of my beloved people!

thinking back about the games we played that very night. MY GOSH! we can really play games lar! when we ran out of games, lingg came out with this stupid game idea. and guess what is it? she was like: okie we shall play whoever sleeps first and that person is a loser! that is super duper funny! from the way she says it. haha. and thinking about Cindy. gosh! you surely make everyone laughed like crazy. i bet everyone had an enjoyable time.

oh yes. not forgetting the birthday girl. Gwen seriously suffered! the cake smashing game was ultimate yeahness. feels great pushing someone's head down that big piece of cake. what a good facial treatment you had! HAHA!

if only i know how to upload videos here. i would show the whole world the joy we had punishing Gwen! poor Gwennie! it seemed to me like she enjoys it! haha!

headed down my sweetheart's [wai po] birthday celebration during the weekends. sweetheart has got really funny cousins! and especially their sons, Glenn and Aden. SO CUTE!!!


mugging session.


this is serene's.


MINE! my pinky and bluey ink has drained out! they are less than a week old!


Gwen's 21st!


US!












her uber huge birthday cake!

im gonna play like crazy! lets rock and roll dear people!!!!

my final paper is around the corner and that explains why i haven't been blogging. faithfully. haha.

seriously, i don't enjoy slogging like a mad pig for exams. pressurized feelings, sleepless nights and studying for long hours. for a moment, i felt my life is a torture.

ACTually, it is just one pathetic module. but still, its enough for me to feel HELL. yes HELL. damn irritated. all the stupid points and all those shit. how i wish i would never ever need to touch those books. for the sake of my certificate and my future, i guess i have to be obedient and carry on studying. RAHHHHHHH!!

please do pardon me for all these rubbish ive typed. i needa rant a little.

be back after my paper.

before i end......

I MISS MY SWEETHEART SO DAMN MUCH!!

I LOVE MY SWEETHEART SO DAMN MUCH!

I MISS HIS SMOOCHES SO DAMN MUCH!

I WANT HIS HUG SO DAMN MUCH!

I MISS GONGFU FIGHTING WITH MY SWEETHEART SO DAMN MUCH!

I MISS SPENDING TIME WITH MY SWEETHEART SO DAMN MUCH!

I MISS EVERYTHING A GIRLFRIEND WOULD LOVE TO HAVE SO DAMN MUCH!

ALL IN ALL. I MISS AND LOVE MY SWEETHEART SO DAMN MUCH!!

AND AND AND. I KNOW HE LOVE AND MISS ME SO DAMN MUCH TOO!!!

MISSY ME IS SO DAMN BLESSED! AND IM LOVING IT!

im too sick being in love! [laughs]

[entry saved and typed again on SATURDAY!]

i have the sweetest boyfriend ever!

he sent in this parcel all the way from aussie! just for missy me! LAUGHS!

it is supposed to be delivered by Valentines day or a little later. BUT! it arrived QUITE late thou. nonetheless i still received it. AWW aint he just too sweet?! sugar hunnie! I LOVE HIM!

and he send me a card too! it reads [head over heels in love with you] and its really really sweet! i was smiling away while reading the little details he wrote inside. laughs! you're the best hunnie!

i went to the market with my brother at around 730am in the morning! CRAZY RIGHT?! i mean.. going to the market, with my brother? haha!

we decided to head marketing as we wanted to have steamboat for lunch! lovely!

MARKETING! MARKETING! AND MORE MARKETING!!!!!!!!!


you know? the fishes are ALIVE! !?!!!


i thought this look interesting.


FISHES


the fishmonger told me this taste like unagi?....... and i thought it looked very much like a sea snake.


FISH HEAD!


this auntie was so busy. i didnt managed to get vegetables from her in the end....


i don't really enjoy looking at this. pork meat....

NEXT!

i met nelson some time last week..


he looked really hostile in this picture..


and im quite happy actually! haha.


look at him.. laughs. i was complaining that he looked really unfriendly and within a sec i see this. haha!


missy me!!!!


sushi!

oh ya. my project deadline is like approaching damn soon. im kinda panicking right now. sighs!

my exams are flying here soon too....

what a dread.

HAPPY MONTHSARY MY BELOVED SWEETEST SWEETHEART!!

its our 15th month together! LOVELY!

we got together on the 15th and its our 15th month today!! how i wish you are here with me celebrating this 15th thingy.

life goes on and i hope you are doing really good today! tomorrow and everyday! haha!

i would love to celebration all occasions with you sweetie! do well over at aussie and do me proud!

LOVING YOU IS THE BIGGEST JOY I EVER EVER EVER HAVE!

HAVING YOU WITH ME IS THE GREATEST BLESSING GOD HAS GIVEN ME!

YOUR ASSURANCE MAKES ME FEEL SO DAMN SECURED AND I LOVE YOU BILLIONS HUNNIE!

i know you love me, miss me, wants my hug madly, wanna smack my fat ass, wanna smooch me, wanna love me even more and more and more and EVEN more! -laughs-

no matter what, you know how i feel towards you sweetheart!

I AM SO DAMN HAPPY TODAY! even though my sweetheart ain't by my side.. but but but!! I CAN FEEL HIM! HAHAHAHA!

i stayed over at sweethearts last night! MAN! his pillow, blanket.... how can i not feel him! and i even dreamed about him! HAHA!

I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY DEARLY BELOVEDS!

well i guess i had the best CNY celebration ever! but its sad that my sweetheart is not here to spend this occasion with me. its alright sweetheart! i know you will spend all occasions with me once you return!

first, i headed to my aunt's place in the early afternoon. but none of my relatives reached. wanted to meet my cousins lar. but i waited and waited and i saw grandma. chatted with her for a while. i wished her Happy New Year and i was looking into her eyes. shes like xing nian kuai ler ah. held on to my hands and smile. im very happy. after chatting with grandma, i left aunts place and headed for sweethearts place.

i had reunion dinner over at sweethearts place. i felt so loved and being taken care of. you can never feel how i felt unless... you are ME. laughs. had a superb dinner. yummilicious food. theres sharks fin, abalones etc. i dont usually fancy eating sharks fin, abalones and all. but it tastes really yummy! well depending on who's the one who prepared the dish and who i am having my dinner with! haha. and ofcoz the greatest person is sweetheart mom! i guess she is the GREATEST mom i ever seen!

talking about moms. well they can be a little naggy at times but well. appreciate her care and concern. cause, people like me, yearns for a mother who nags like crazie. i mean like, NOONE EVEN BOTHER IF I HAVE TAKEN MY THREE MEALS LOR! besides my beloved sweetheart!

and moreover, noone would even ask me to [dian cai] for dinner kind? so its really a blessing to have a mom who would go way out for her children. far and beyond. even when she always get scolded for being naggy? haha. i guess its the unconditional love mothers have.

oh ya. at the dinner table during [chu xi] everyone was enjoying the good meal and sweetheart grandpa, as usual, finished his dinner super fast and he wanted to leave the dinner table. and sweetheart brother said its REUNION dinner, and etc and said come back and sit. and very funny. ah gong really came back and sat down and wait for everyone to finish their dinner. its even sweet that ah gong poured drinks and put ice for us. i seriously had a great reunion dinner. it will be better if my sweetheart is around too! haha.

i stayed over during [chu xi] and headed sweetheart's [wai po] house the following day. caught CJ7 that same night with sweethearts brother, sister, sister's boyfriend and boyfriends relatives. after which i met jolean, serene, ling, cindy, yiwei and boyfriend and we played black jack and melissa and boyfriend joined us later and garfield and girlfriend joined us in the game too. we moved on with bingo and everything ended near 5am. i had a great time there and i hope you guys did too! haha!

oh yes! and lovely jolean droved the rest and myself home! THANKS SO MUCH! your generosity is deeply appreciated by missy me! haha!

and im super [touched] that sweetheart's sister and boyfriend droved me home and also dropped me at jolean's place! and and and! sweethearts dad switched on the aircon for me while im taking a rest! how nice! very very [gan dong] seriously.

and [chu er] i went to sweetheart's place idled around and waited for nightfall. haha. caught Ah Long Pte Ltd with his family. lovely! with the precious people im watching with. BUT! I DONT LIKE THAT MOVIE!

and i worked during [chu san] yesterday! practically, theres nothing much about work besides its really really an ultimate boredom to me. haha. after work, i met serene at Indochine [wisma] for some chilling out session. wanted to make the meet up more fun? we started scrolling down our contact list to ask more peeps to join us. BUT apparently. noone did. i guess its a too last minute meet up.

but not too bad, at least. nelson and kp joined us at Hong Kong Cafe [Cineleisure] we chit chatted till 2 plus 3am and we started wondering where is our next visit. haha! and the smartest missy ME! suggested Serene's place for some mahjong session. and we went. we played all the way till 8am!!

WELL! I HU-ed many rounds anyway! hahahahahahaha!


i drew this at work. haha











have a good year my beloved readers!

I WENT OUT TODAY! (this entry was type on tuesday. saved and typed again today)

I MET NELSON AND JUSTIN!

NELSON AND I WENT MISS CLARITY!!

BUT I DIDNT MANAGE TO ENJOY MY FAVOURITE MUD OZZE!

CAUGHT 27 DRESSES!

LOVE IT!

GERLARE-d!

as it is Tuesday today, Gelare's waffles are going at half of its original price. and so we went!

i went over to the counter to tell the waitress that i do not want any cream on my waffles. and sadly, noone ACKNOWLEDGE my request and noone even BOTHER about me standing at the counter!!!!

and i guess they had a really busy day?! their cashier counter looked so messed up, the menus are like all around the counters. and even the table im at WASNT cleaned. i found ice cream on the brochures? left by other customers? NOONE even attend to me when i was standing outside to be waited on.

BUT! to my dismay.. i waited for half an hour for my waffle and it tasted so HALF PRICE!!! the waffle tasted so soft. it seemed like i waited for half an hour and that waffle was cooked for less than 10mins? DISAPPOINTING!

i went to Gelare a couple of times and this is the WORST service i ever got!

anyway. ITS AT CITYLINK!

is there anything wrong with people nowadays?! Customer Service is so HORRIBLE lor!!! one is the stupid bak kwa auntie and now the gelare waitresses! what else?

At miss clarity


Salmon baked rice


Sausage baked rice


Apple pie with vanilla ice cream.


chilled out at Starbucks!


Strawberry Waffle


and my usual chocolate overload.

ITS MY CAMWHORING TIME!


ME!


and ME!


and still ME!


and yes STILL ME!

It's Chinese New Year Eve today!!!!!

GONG XI FA CAI EVERYBODY!

update on the photoshoot with Photographer Charlene!


i love this! if you didnt know, missy has got a NATURAL BROWN EYES! greatest thanks to my mom and dad. [laughs]






gosh! look at my golden eyelashes!

i know i look very different. HAH! its a PHOTOSHOOT you see.

before i end.


I MISS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE SO MUCH!

i think im going crazy! cos I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH! HAHA!

my lovely weekend!

it was prawning after work with Serene, Jolean, Ling, Cindy, Yiwei, and her boyfriend on Saturday!

well. i had a great time there! prawning. that is so freaking exciting!!! the way we screamed and moving back till the chairs we're sitting on fell down. and flying the rod around and how the string connected to the rod got stuck on the fan and how my prawn fly around when i was panicking. and learning experience from the Pro over there. He taught us how to "jarga" the rod, this and that. well end conclusion, prawning requires loads of patience. haha.

oh ya. and the prawns are literally HUGE!

and i got home at around 4+ am. WOW.

and i got up this morning and headed off to meet serene.

actually, we decided to stay home and have a relaxed day. we also decided to cook, sushi making, baking cookies, brownies and etc.

we wanted to have sushi for lunch and so we headed to the supermarket and start getting the stuffs for SUSHI. sadly, we couldnt even find the seaweeds.. and even the sauces we needed. we were searching high and low for all that thingys alrights!! i was so tired lar. the basket im carrying was damn heavy. the search was negative. so yeap. we decided to go for Chinese cooking!

and we start putting back the jap rice, crab sticks, mayo, cucumbers etc. and cracking brains to think of what dishes we would like to have. we thought of some. took the stuffs and guess what?

serene: hey! shall we steamboat instead?

me: i was like.. CHANGE MENU AGAIN?!!

me: alright then.

HAHA! and we started putting all the thingys back and looked for the stuffs for steamboating!!! and HAHA! no more changes this time round.

and our steamboat was kinda VEGETARIAN?! haha. its Shitake mushrooms, golden mushrooms and one more mushroom i have no idea whats the name of it. oh well its MUSHROOMS! and hot dogs, chicken balls, white cabbages, crab sticks, prawns, and egg toufu. and EGGS.

the preparations took quite awhile as we stayed at the supermarket for so damn long. haha. got back to serene's home and started washing, slicing, and getting the soup base done.

and we also had DESSERTS! haha. we mixed Longans, Lychees and Nata de coco together. and it taste really really YUMMILICIOUS!

we moved on with Pineapple tarts baked by serene's sister. HAHA! thats totally yummy too!

and so, my sunday was GREAT! it was GOOD FOOD and more GOOD FOOD! with great companions like Jolean and Serene! it will be better if ling and cindy are able to be here with us!HAHA!

met nelson on i dont remember which day and we headed to New York for dinner! and again we met for sakae sushi and chilling out at coffee bean and etc.

PRAWNS!


LOVELY!

STEAMBOAT!


HMMMMMMMMMM!!!!


serene and i.




Missy me! if you're wondering where is jolean... well. she camera shy! oh ya. i know i look very pale. wasn't with any make up on! and i think i seriously need to get tanned really really soon!


yummy!


my greatest buddy with me!


Salmon Asparagus!



AT NEW YORK!








i like their buffalo wings!


my pretty dearest serene!


and i tell you, this is super duper sweet! ultimate sweetness!


ME! ignore that bra strap! its like this, i had a bad dressing day. wrong bra wrong dress wrong everything. and i was at work too! i cant face anyone with that ugly dressing and so i went to get that new grey dress! and i got changed on the spot and yes! i so love it!


i can never smile "sweet" with metallic stuffs on my teeth..


SWEET? haha!


HAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHA! she'll kill me if she see this....... sorry darling! isnt it nice to 'hui wei' how we used to wear our IJ belt high up and tight and our collar buttoned up!? and having our name tags on.....

we're like so...... obedient to the school rules!!!!!!

i am a good student.

HAHAHA!

ITS CNY WEEK! and i bought the 'kam' today!